I know that perseverance pays off, and while I believe that, I must add, eventually. When I learned to connect patience with perseverance, I found that I had a much better chance of the payoff. Here’s an excerpt from Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.
“We are, quite naturally, impatient in everything to reach the end without delay. We should like to skip the intermediate stages. We are impatient of being on the way to something unknown, something new, and yet it is the law of all progress that it is made by passing through some stages of instability —
And that may take a long time. Your ideas mature gradually. Let them grow, let them shape themselves, without undue haste. Don’t try to force them on, as though you could be today what time (that is to say, grace and circumstances acting on your own good will) will make you tomorrow.
Accept the anxiety of feeling yourself in suspense and incomplete.”
Patience has not come to me easily nor quickly. I know, that may sound rather amusing. It reminds me of a prayer that I probably uttered on more than one occasion, “Oh God, grant me patience and please hurry.”
When making a transition from full time to part time work I welcomed some feedback from a few colleagues who knew me and my work fairly well. My colleagues asked some good questions that included these:
“How long might you be comfortable living with the tension? For example, in your experience, do these things tend to resolve themselves with a little patience?
While I might have responded, “No, these things do not tend to resolve themselves,” what I focused on instead was my lack of patience, thus the lesson learned was for me to take a breath, step back and realize it doesn’t all have to be accomplished within 2-3 months. The key phrase that struck me right away was, “with a little patience.” That was the missing component. I had wanted the transition to happen easily and quickly.
Another penetrating question was, “Is there a willingness for you to change the idea you have if something unexpected comes up that you didn’t anticipate?”
I had to pause and think about that and that I didn’t have an immediate response was an exercise in patience and the notion of taking time to achieve more discernment and clarification. That was a little aha moment, the idea of patient and deliberate perseverance, better informed perseverance. I might have even referred to it as a more fully developed perseverance.
As I reflect on current events and what I consider an appropriate response, one reaction (choice?) is to be upset, unhappy and distressed. Another option is to continue to embrace hope and work for positive change. Transitions from what is to what can be take time, patience and perseverance, whether personally, professionally or even nationally and globally. In the end, it’s all about where and how you want to invest yourself, your time, your energy, and your talent, and remember this. You have choices you may not have previously considered.